If I knew the words to help you feel better, i'd say them. But unfortunetly I don't. What I CAN tell you is that you are in my thoughts and prayers and I sincerely hope that your mood picks back up. Life is rough, and I used to think about ending it all of the time. However, now i've gotten to a point where I still think about dieing but there is a little piece of me that just doesn't want to. Not sure what my motivation to live is just yet, but perhaps you too can one day at least get to this next step in life preservation.

Wishing you the best, and although a stranger, I truly do care about you.