What do you mean "hopefully not"? Who is in control here? YOU are! So just don't do it.

And wait - I definitely didn't mean to imply that you shouldn't take your behavior seriously -- you definitely should. I just think that it would not be enough for someone to say "ok Woods -- put your mind to it and JUST SAY NO to weed and alcohol". Of course you should say no -- that's a given, especially your age and the legality of it all. Instead, I think you need to address WHY you feel compelled to alter your mind on such a frequent basis and at inappropriate times (like at school). Therapy is what's needed for that.

I'm cheering for you to feel better soon, Woods,
LMo