I am starting to think I will be using all the forums! Thank god you guys are here. This I think is related to low self esteem. Maybe not. I am not sure. OK I live in my RV and sometimes I wash my hair at work. Floor was wet went to get paper towels . Co worker needed to use the bathroom ,warned him of wet floor. Told the assist. manager too. Guy was in long time . I was talking to assist manager and forgot about the floor. New co worker walks in the bathroom and mentions wet floor. I already from that moment had guilt. I don't know where this comes from. Stupid little thing and I get guilt and yes fear that I did something terrible wrong. I react a lot like this. And as I talk yes I can see my foster father making me feel guilty over things. Always from foster father. The image of him will never go away.
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