Something happened to my credit and debit cards. I can't use either of them to buy gas or anything else.

My mind is going in a bad direction because I'm so upset. I feel like the world is against me right now and the way to deal with it is escape it in the wrong way. I am freaked out and can't even eat.

I have to wait until Monday to talk to my bank. I don't know what happened. I have good credit and money in the bank. There is no reason for this to happen to me.

I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack. I want to talk to my pdoc or my therapist and can't. I am crying with frustration, anger, pain. Why does this # always happen to me?

OMG I'm going to have a heart attack.