I don't know if it is hurtful or helpful but there is a suicide forum that you can post about you suicide attempts. I have been reading people's story's of their OD experiences. None of them worked out the way the expected. They expected for peace to wash over them but they all got sick and felt like crap. Educational but unfortunately helps make my plan more lethal.

I am not as bad today but I know the coming work week will be a struggle and 2 T's that are keeping a distance from me.