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Originally Posted by eliralena
I've been contemplating for a while about taking only my anti psychotic because I don't feel like myself. Does anyone else find themselves feeling the same way. I guys maybe I was contemplating taking myself off all my meds because I sometimes miss heating the voices and seeing the shadow people sometimes.
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Its a strange world. When you have been living in psycho land long enough, "reality" seems even stranger - especially when it comes dressed in groggy cocktail (alias neuroleptic daze). I felt a bit like Thor taking a limiting human form and crashing down to earth with a thud. I do miss some of the stranger things, but they haven't left me completely. I'm ok with that.
The accusing voices and paranoia about being hunted I am most definitely not feeling any nostalgia for.
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