Oh,hon! You feel lost and in need for some compassion and understanding- I think. That total feeling of numbness, is a very weird and eating feeling. Like Julia wrote... </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
although it doesn't seem like it now.....it will pass.....

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((((((((((((((( BP ))))))))))))))))))