Symptoms of Survivor Guilt - Bereavement
I am so sorry for all you are going though. Sibling relations are always complicated and messy no doubt about it, when one dies there are unsaid things left behind. You are a good worthwhile person who deserves to be here. Is there a group where you live that you could join to talk about your brothers death? With support groups time is not so limited and you get support from others in similar circumstances & that often is more helpful. Age doesn't matter as much as the death of a loved one or sibling, it is hard for those left behind.  
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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