I slept in until noon today which already makes me feel bad about myself.

I also brought my brother's car back to him since he's back from his honeymoon. And I also picked up my grandma's car... my aunt has had it sitting on her driveway for about the past year. I haven't had a chance to speak with my grandma about it yet. I feel like a horrible selfish person for using her car. She says that I can use it for as long as I need to. Why can't I just accept help? Why can't I just be more gracious about the whole thing? I really hate myself sometimes.

And since the car doesn't have a lot of miles on it, I feel like I shouldn't drive it to see my T. My T's office is 43 miles away; and that's one way. Sorry for rambling.