I made it a full week without eating/purging. Why? Well it seems being in a sever suicidal state, packing things up, googling suicide, stops the eating disorder in its tracks. I feel stable today and wonder how I made it through? Now I want to purge. NO R.F. I do not want to talk to those parts and ask them what they hope for me! Thanks for your F'n support when I felt such shame and embarrassment for myself! That had to be the worst work you have done and ruined the therapeutic relationship. I hope you fall off your bike!