I can't figure out how to quote, but yes, I get what you're saying and I agree. It would be nice to just have one person who would say "go on, tell me what you're feeling, I'll listen," and really mean it. It makes me skittish and untrusting about talking to anyone about my depression when I know, at some point, they'll all just kind of fade away.

ugh. I should go to bed. I'm starting to overthink this depression thing and that's not a good path for me to go down right now. Thanks for listening to me vent.