I am done - at least keeping score if I am productive or not - I don't see being productive matters, all my past efforts seemed so futile. So I try to keep things off my plate and not get bogged down with a schedule.

But ending life? No, life is too short as it is. I'm glad for every day I have. Somehow along the way, I learned how to appreciate small things - like a cup of coffee. For me, I can hardly wait to brew my next cup ---