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I'm pretty much the same. Was looking through old diaries recently and noticed I first made mention around 15 that I just wanted 'to go to sleep and wake up when things make sense'. I mention it in different ways quite regularly in my diaries, a want to go to sleep or go into a coma until there is a reason to be or to exist.
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Dx: BPD, OCD, Anxiety, Depression, AvPD, DePD, OCPD.
Meds: Sertraline 200mg, quetiapine 200mg, diazepam 4-8mg, codeine 60mg, statins(high cholesterol triggered by venlafaxine), vit C&D, B12, Iron, domperidone 30mg, omeprazole, mebeverine, gabapentin 400mg, naproxen 1000mg
Sanity score: 233
One of my favourite quotes:
'sometimes life breaks in mysterious ways'
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