I get the going going going. Sometimes I get angry because I am so bored. Its like everything and everyone are in slow motion and I just cant stand it. I spend money foolishly but after we are out of the whole everyone looks around and loves what I have done to our home. I have wrote long letters to people with full belief that I had just all of a sudden knew the answer to everything. One time I felt like I had the ability to feel the emotions of everyone I came in contact with. Another time I felt like I was not in control of myself that I was just watching everything that was going on. At one point I felt as though I were watching a movie through my eyes. Weird? Well everything makes complete and total sense at the time. I actually am much smarter and more creative while manic. I do wreckless things though without a thought of consequence...

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