What a difference a day makes. Yesterday felt so peaceful and content. Today (so far) feel really depressed. Haven't felt this depressed since June.
I just really hope I'm not one of those (rare?) people for whom lamictal makes them feel depressed.
My primary goals today are to take a bath and go grocery shopping.
I'm scared lamictal won't be right for me and it'll be back to the drawing board AGAIN.
Reading over this and trying to think objectively, it's only been one day. Tomorrow could be very different, but I do think I've been on a bit of a downward spiral with afternoon fatigue hitting. Actually, 2 hours from now could be different.
I just hate being alone when I'm depressed, and my husband will be going to work today as usual.
Bipolar be damned!
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