new changes can be scary, can't they? Remember that you have supports and even if this is what is happening to you, you don't have to look at it totally negatively or positivly. It simply is a part of you.

Try to take one step at a time, dont let yourself get overwhelmed. Perhaps you could leave a journal lying around with catherines name on it so she could write? It has worked for me and others in this situation but again as myself said its hard to say if that is what is truly going on without some digging.

I send my care.