Being alone.
Not having someone to hug, kiss, snuggle into when I feel the need for comforting.
Feeling bad about having only me on family occasions when everyone else is paired off.
Not having anyone who loves me for me not because they are genetically linked to me.
But I think it's hugs etc that I miss most. It's been years since a man not related to me hugged me 
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Dx: BPD, OCD, Anxiety, Depression, AvPD, DePD, OCPD.
Meds: Sertraline 200mg, quetiapine 200mg, diazepam 4-8mg, codeine 60mg, statins(high cholesterol triggered by venlafaxine), vit C&D, B12, Iron, domperidone 30mg, omeprazole, mebeverine, gabapentin 400mg, naproxen 1000mg
Sanity score: 233
One of my favourite quotes:
'sometimes life breaks in mysterious ways'
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