I was right about 2 hours possibly being very different. I am now very angry. A mistake I made (plus some coffee) has caused me to swing to extreme anger.

I can't tolerate these wild mood swings anymore. How am I going to make it another 8 days to 100 mg - - if even that will help me? I don't wish a mood disorder on anyone. It has been a living hell for me.

Somehow I have to hang in there. I hope like hell this lamictal will help me. I have suffered so much, as we all have.

Feeling angry, sad and frustrated. Now I am crying. I need help so desperately.