Dear Bipolar-
All of my life, you have tried to define me, all the while I have been trying to be unpredictable- but not in the way you have made me.
When you are undecided, I become mixed up and this is the greatest hell in skin. When you fuel me higher, I am like Icarus and burn my wings...then come crashing down. I love you and hate you. I want you and want you to leave.
Can you be a dear and help me to learn more about you? That way I could prepare a little bit better on how to deal with you. Be more direct and clear when you are ready to swing, that would bet he coolest thing.
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Current Dx- Bipolar I w/ psychotic features - Borderline Personality Disorder
Current Rx- 15mg Olanzapine, 50mg Trazodone 2x day, 200mg at night, 300mg Bupropion XR, Prozac 20mg
Previous Dx- paranoid schizophrenia, schizoaffective bipolar disorder
Previous Rx- Depakote, Seroquel, Risperidone
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