Thank you both for your responses. Some days are better than others. The other thing is I am very much a people person. Never met a stranger and now I feel extremely lonely and even going to church, I am a Born Again Christian, it is hard to connect. My old friends, many of them have money, can't relate to what I have experienced and have distanced themselves to a degree. That probably has more to do with my state of mind and not communicating like I had in the past.

I have been seriously considering exercise. I have lost 55 pounds and need to build some muscle tone and I know it would help with brain chemistry.

I'll update you both and am so glad I found this web site. It is good to find people who can relate to the depression. I don't expect anyone to relate to my odd, even seems surreal, experiences of the past nine months. I can't even seem to grasp everything that has taken place.

Again, thank you both for your response.