Because you want to reach out and be understood. I know how it gets. You feel like what is the use in even talking. But you do want to talk and connect with others because you posted. Are you on meds? I am just starting to come somewhat out of my fog, my hell. I am not happy with the side effects of the meds but my mood has changed somewhat. I feel more able to do things and I consider possibilities. I couldn't before. Just last week as a matter of fact. I am actually quite surprised. But if you are not on meds maybe you should be or if you are maybe they should be changed. Keep posting. This is the only thing that is keeping me sane. Hang in there ok, and just keep reaching out.

Bree Marie