I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know you are in so much pain and I am so sorry. My mom passed away suddenly several months ago and I am having a difficult time with the holidays. Death is so hard to deal with. I don't even know what the answer is because I am still in pain and still having difficulties with it. But I just wanted you to know I understand and I'm sorry your going through it and hope your pain will lessen eventually.

Take Care,

Bree Marie