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Originally Posted by growlithing
Thank you for tolerating me.
It's just difficult to for me to understand why anyone would waste their time trying to help me when I haven't done anything to prove that I'm worth the effort. My T too. I don't get why she hasn't given up on me yet. She should have years ago and I never know how much longer it will be until she and you people will just just give up and leave.
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..................... I'm literally quoting my mom. She uses those exact words all the time. "I should have given up on you." "You need to prove to me that I'm not an idiot for investing my time and money into you because I'm starting to feel stupid for believing you'll turn out to be a reasonable person".
... how do I get rid of her influence on me? I don't want to internalize her like this. It's ruining my life.