Thanks for the responses. At this point, I am mostly bitter that so much of life was taken from me - no activities, no friends, no job as a teenager, nothing was allowed because he had to keep us locked in, like it was North Korea or something. Meh, I'm getting over it now, all of this came up and played into last year. When I thought my life was over and I was going to die. Now making up for lost time and having a blast.