I fake it everyday with everyone except my husband. I just know that the people I deal with on a daily basis don't really care one way or other. I do have a couple of friends I tell a little bit to; I don't tell them a lot because I can tell they just wouldn't get it. They can't comprehend the depth of dispair I have inside. I do find with this last depressive episode it is harder to smile when I say I'm okay.
Gayle