(((((((((((((((((((( Tomi ))))))))))))))))))))))))

Dearest Tomi,

I know you must be terrified. Seeing auras and seeing family that have passed must be horrifying.

You said:
The fact that in reality, there's nothing left for me to live for, no purpose in my life, has been uppermost in my mind. Nothing I have, nothing I do, no one I know makes me want to go on. No one needs me.

You're wrong, Tomi. I know we are not irl, but you have tons of friends here who love and need you. You have no idea how reassuring it is to know you are out there and all I have to do is type something and you're always there for me. Always. My own Mom doesn't even do that for me, Tomi. You are needed, loved, appreciated and not taken for granted by all of us.

I will pray very hard for you. If you have these feelings, then go ahead and write things for your grandchildren, but know that God is God and only He knows when we will pass. He and He alone is in charge of us.

Love and hugs,

Jan