Jan, honey, I didn't mean for YOU personally to tell me now that you love me. I meant my kids. I told John to tell his sister I wasn't going for her coming to my death bed to ask for forgiveness or to make up with me. By then, it will be too late. Now John isn't talking to me, either. I don't know that I want him knowing what's going on. I should have put this in Supporter's forum! Who knows if Christina is still reading. She probably wouldn't tell him, anyway... Oh, well... I have you guys.