yesterday i went to my pdoc for the second time. i broke down because we were discussing my delusions. it is the first time i have ever been so honest in therapy. and what occured next solidified my fear of being so honest. he asked me who was in my home with my kids and i responded. though i know he is doing his job, i still resent him for assuming that they are at risk. i am getting help because of the love i have for my children. i would never and have never thought of harming them. i know i am overreacting. i just need to vent. thanks for listening.
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