I've got a really bad outbreak of eczema on my scalp at the moment due to stress and it is so painful.
I've been using the scabs/sore parts as self harm, picking them constantly and i can't stop it but it hurts so much it's making me cry.
I've got steroid stuff, special shampoo and antibiotics because some parts are infected even though I've tried really hard to keep them clean.
It burns constantly, stings really badly when I'm applying lotions etc and just is so so sore.
I've also problems at the moment with my neck and sinuses.
I just want to cut my head off I'm in so much pain.
I'm taking lots of painkillers but it doesn't even touch the pain. I can't concentrate on anything and am not getting anything done i should be doing.
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Dx: BPD, OCD, Anxiety, Depression, AvPD, DePD, OCPD.
Meds: Sertraline 200mg, quetiapine 200mg, diazepam 4-8mg, codeine 60mg, statins(high cholesterol triggered by venlafaxine), vit C&D, B12, Iron, domperidone 30mg, omeprazole, mebeverine, gabapentin 400mg, naproxen 1000mg
Sanity score: 233
One of my favourite quotes:
'sometimes life breaks in mysterious ways'
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