(((tomi))) I can so identify with you hon. every time I have been afraid of my health I feel the same way. the good thing is you are under a drs care now and they can find whatever is happening with you right now. You have plenty to live for my dear friend!! Maybe it is depression that is making you see the loved ones. they know you are having a rough time and are there to give comfort. I will be in touch with you tonight. I have to go to a wake tonight but I will be on later tonight. I need to hear your voice/ much love to you hon.
Elaine