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I'm trying to hang in. Dr upped my Lexapro. Hopefully it will help.



<font color="red">TRIGGERING </font>

Don't read if you're squeemish!!





Something else I'm fighting is PTSD. Half the reason I have it is because I nursed my mom through her strokes and watched her as she struggled to cross over for 15 hrs. I saw her death shudder. Watching Death creep slowly over someone is NOT pleasant but I wasn't about to leave her!!!! It's no wonder I went nuts afterward. OMG!!!!!!!!!