I haven't been sleeping right. I thought it was because I'd give myself an hour nap during the day (depression) so I stopped. Alas, I still can't sleep. For example, my normal nights end up with me seeing my mom at 7am to have tea and then I go back to bed to sleep from 8am till 10pm, and in that span of time I have the worst nightmares.

TW: blood/bones

The other night I had a dream that all of my bones were falling out through my skin. I actually /felt/ pain. I heard the most disgusting noises, and in the dream I saw "myself" in the mirror and I woke up when something particularly graphic happened.

Last night, I had a dream that these gashes where coming out of no where, and I couldn't stop bleeding. No one would help me. It was disgusting, and nothing disgusts me involving the body.

It's stressful and exhausting and I wake up hyperventilating and literally running out of my bed.