Didn't mean to make it sound like I was looking to be diagnosed since I already know you guys can't do that. I just worded it that way in case there were other ways people could help shed light on some things.

And while we're on the subject of self-esteem I did score a 67 on the sanity test that was on here. Heh, go figure. One time my self-esteem scores high and it's a bad thing.