Emily, I totally understand what you are saying. It has been a consideration of mine for years. I do have a life insurance policy that is past the 2 year mark for suicide. Right now I have found myself in a tight spot due to health insurance. The company I work for offers the worst health policy I've ever seen. They will pay for only a 2 day hospital stay. With some of my health issues I could be wiped out with one illness. I definitely worry about losing my home and not having a place to go. That insuance policy would at least add some means for my family. As you can probably tell I'm deep in depression and can't see a way out. None of the drugs work. Life is **** and I wouldn't mind taking a break from it.
Gayle