Hi i been seeing this guy on and off for 11 years he my high school sweetheart i suppose and due to our work schedules it not always easy to see each other when i with him i love it feel happy but when i at home or work all i do is think about him and recently again i had a girl say to me he been seein someone else and i tend to always start argument about it before hearing his side of the story i have a fear of losing him i feel he is the one even though we don't live together and he still as not proposed i keep thinking one of these days he will leave me