I know most of you on this fourm do not rember me, or most likely do not even know me. .

I am having a rough year, I have applied for disablity, and still have not heart anything except more paper work on top of more paperwork.

I was hopig something would be done by the hoildays, but nope, now I do not know if I will have enough money to even go see my family on christmas, or get my own kids or husband anything for x-mas..

I am not doing well right now and just needed soemone to talk to, but I do not think any of my online friends would truly understand what I am going through right now.. on top of it, both of my kids have been sick these past few weeks, adn it is hurting me as I cant do anything for them..

Plus Wensday I fell and hurt my self badly..
The urge to do something with the pills on my desk is so inviting...
oh well no one really cares anyway..