I don't know what's with me. It's like I've been through so much abuse - threatened not to cry, thrown on meds if I stood up for myself as child (which they later said I didn't need), and etc....that now, even though I feel the emotions inside...I can't show them. I can't cry, I can't truly get angry....it's like I'm horrified of showing any emotion because I'm afraid something bad will happen....

it makes me feel hollow....Like I'm numb on the outside. And people think I don't care about things because I can't physically show any emotions anymore and instead try to convey them through logic and reasoning. Is there a way to remedy this?