Forgotten92,
I can't say I understand how u feel about this person, but I can say that I have found feelings for other women because of their openness. I find I'm attracted to them, yet I am not gay. The trust and intimacy of the bond u formed w this person was probably a little bit of peace and stability in your life? Also u r young and emotionally driven. Not a bad thing, just need to give your frontal lobes time to develop. They don't fully develop until around age 24. B patient and kind w yourself... Write a letter to him if u need closure. U can see how u feel after u have written it then decide if u still feel the need to send it. Hope this helps some?