Why so many meds at once? That can cause depression not necessarily help it. Being depressed and on med s that mess with your brain can make what is a loving spouse who is simply frustrated or discouraged look like a hating miserable spouse. Keep that in mind and apologize for the timing, the way it was put, and feeling hopeless. Let him know how you feel with practice with your t first, and that you want him know are not giving up and would like to work through it.then mention an accredited marriage counselor you have found.that's what I would do anyway...and heaven knows I don't know everything