Hello everyone, I'm Sluu and I depressed...heh...I don't know how to start conversations well...

I mentioned briefly in my introduction some issues I'm having with my relationships. Recently I flunked out of my dream college, now I'm forced to go to a college close to home. I haven't told any of my friends from my original college, my boyfriend whom I met at that college, nor my roommate (who I am good friends with) that I won't be returning. I think it's mostly because of this intense shame I feel about flunking out. And about being sad and stuff...

I live too far away for me to see these people on a daily basis, and there's no point in continuing my relationship with my boyfriend if I won't be close to him. The only reason I was able to make it through (most of) the summer was the idea that we'd be together again in the fall. Nope. Not anymore.

So my question is...how do I tell these people? I've basically lied to them the entire time...and I don't want to keep lying to the people I care about. But I don't think I have it in me to tell them I'm depressed and I flunked out of college...