My thoughts and obsessions have been getting better b/c I read not to let yourself get so upset about them. Ignoring the thought seems to help but now, especially at night, I feel very uneasy, uncomfortable. I don't know the cause for it but I just feel like something isn't right. I suppose that is just plain anxiety. I have been writing down my eveidence for ocd and just tonight added more. I have been worrying that I will leave the can running in the closed garage with my son and I still in it. Why do I worry about these things? Most my obsessions revolve around my son's safety and are directly linked to what I do to put him in danger. I just feel like I have so much tention inside me and don't know how to let it out. I'm not even sure what the source of the tention is. Did you ever try to figure out why you have ocd? That bugs me too. I want to blame someone for it.