I've been having a hard time staying asleep lately, despite taking sleep medication.. I've been taking it every night for the past 4-5 days and I fear that I'll run out of it quickly and that my doctor prescribe me anymore because it's addictive.

My mom's moving back to Florida to live with her abusive husband again, I'm really angry at her.. she tried to call me to tell me she wanted to give me a picture and I told her that I didn't care and hung up on here.. I feel kinda bad about it now, maybe I'll give her a call today.

I'm going to force myself to go to the park and take pictures today, I really need to be more active/productive instead of sitting around feeling sorry myself.