I agree with Turtleboy. I have no doubt that I'm mentally ill but don't show it on the outside, unless I let my guard down such as at home, when I cry for no reason. I know I can't exist without my meds, i've tried. Just be cautious if you go with the holistic guy because having psychosis is serious business. No one wants to believe they are mentally ill but if you are you need a psychiatrist. Well wishes to you which ever you choose, keep posting and let us know how you are doing. We will be here to support you either way.
Gayle