I have had many T's over the last decade and have finally found one who I feel ready to trust, no mean feat! I have so much trouble even talking about mundane things because I know what I really want to sort out but alas the words never come and another session ends we have had 7 sessions so far.

I plod along dealing with my issues and past horrors, I was abused by a school teacher from the age of 5 for many years in a darkened room with others in the same room during class no one knew and even though I had physical clues and stress rashes I did anything I could to get out of school in the end I gave up trying and just took it maybe I deserved it, this set up a pattern for two more major incidents in my late teens early twenties.

I am scared of being judged, not listened to and not taken seriously. I want to know what T is thinking about me about the situation. Can I ask T these things?? What diagnoses fit?? Will my T tell me?? Is this helpful to know??