like it's crazy to think we have not already died!
hell I have died over and over I think that's the reality of mental illness...

there is death and life all mixed up at the same time......

and yet?

being alive apart from death?....and watching it creep up on you just to sideswipe the freaking thing!!....

and filling up the space left behind all quiet!!...

NOTHING....
..can I hide undeath overlife inside the hole I knew was made by my mistakes