Hi Tinyrabbit,

Sorry to intrude, but I must say that I agree with Confused. I myself went through some CSA, and repressed the memory for a few years, but one day I all of a sudden remembered what happened to me. At the time when I remembered, I was still pretty young, like a pre-teen, and thought that I was imagining things. Of course, it's natural to not trust yourself because the details may be a little foggy, but the fact is you have to trust yourself.

As a child for you to be 'twisted' and have erotic dreams, there had to be a reason for this. Maybe something happened, maybe you saw something happen. Repression is very much real, it just takes time to uncover the truth.

Just my opinion, but I say you should listen to yourself and not listen to researchers who have no clue. From my experience repression is very real.