I pushed myself as you are talking about so that I wouldn't have to face the things I am facing now....my body didn't give me any choice.. it gave out....I had to stop running from it...

Be easy with yourself Michael... talk a little. walk a little. bring it into balance somehow so that all of it isn't either weighing on your body or your mind....instead its evenly balanced so you can carry it without pain....

I am always thinking about you and how you are...