God yes. On the outside, I am a very happy, bubbly and friendly person. On the inside I hate myself and my life. A few of my friends know some stuff I deal with but not all of it, so I hide it well. Just one time, a coworker told me she had never seen me so down. I was having a very bad day and felt like I was just going to break down in tears. Hiding you're depression and other issues is exhausting.