Oh Anony,

I am so sorry. I have been there so many times. You just want to go into a closet, close the door and curl up in the corner with no one bothering you. Yes, I have been there.
Are you on any anti-depressants? Do you see a T? If no to both, you might want to think really strong about it. I have been on antidepressants for several years and I don't know where I'd be without them.
If you don't see a T, do you have a friend you can talk to? I wish I could help you.
If you don't have anyone to talk to, keep coming on here and talk to us.
I don't know if we can help much but we sure can listen!!
Take care and take it one day at a time and if you can't do that, take it moment by moment.
Pm me if you want.
Linda