Hi, I'm glad you're back, but sorry you've been having a rough time and withdrawing. Thanks for being back and posting to us what you're going thru.

Stick around right, we'll be listeners thru this time (or advice if people can give it!)

As you've seen from other posts of mine probably you know I'm also severely depressed, and like you often think about dying on a daily basis. I also sit around apathetically most of the day (or lie in bed) and mostly do not to participate in life and do not take much of an active part now in "getting better", etc. I cannot imagine having a child also, and if I had choice would not choose it because I don't think I could be a stable enough parent at this time.

That being said, many other people like was said already are depressed or whatever else they struggle with and are successfully raising kids - so I'm sure this will happen for you to.

Do you have a therapist, I just can't remember. I hope you feel comfortable telling the therapist what you've told us here. I really hope he / she can support you and maybe help you create a way to navigate thru.

xxx